So!? i’m already 29.. but here I am still facing unmet dreams. I know that I wont succeed fast enough, duhhh.. So in my 29th year, I’ll try asking myself..have I reevaluated my priorities? what new things would I try? What fun would I allow myself? Oh my, another year of drought I guess.. another year of waiting, of hoping… (chiLL eden chiLLLLLLLLLLLLL…) Tomorrow i’m going to create an intentional memory once again. I miss the part of blowing candles on top of my b-day cake..1 2 3 blow your candles (says my Mom, for like how many years passed, i even forgot when)..The true spirits of birthdays come from sharing quality times with family and friends.. who says happiness is just about consuming beer? call the night and enjoy them til dawn.. says who? …well i do!! (the beer alone will make me happy. swear!) wahahaha. Ok, to be honest, and so most of you could already guess, I’m not in my jolly of moods and fiery feelings about tomorrow.. yet I still hope and pray that I will be enshrouded with grace wherever this year of mine takes me. When I was 27 or 28, I figured I had so much time ahead of me, and now i’m turning 29, I figured, that time is running out.. although I have gone through many phases through that many years, still i’m not able to choose and have options with life decisions. My own motivation is what drives me for now, at least now i feel the thrill of leaping, enjoying both the joy and the pain. I am enjoying life. At least now I have surfaced, yet floating but believing… duhhh And now i’m thinking about my birthday..(big sigh).. the shadowy memories of my childhood yesteryears…memories flood back…cheerful invitations, loud colorful balloons, the gifts, ice creams and party caps, party bags, i’m having this oh-loving-feeling again, i’m a kid again! hehehe.. Happy Birthday to me la la la… and Happy Birthday to all the March babies and everyone else too! …and i thank You Lord, for I am still on the road called Life… Special thanks to my family, my friends, the people i am working with at eli and everyone else.. thank you to Khendra and Mary Angela and I guess to Angelito whom i draw my BIG smiles from!! Cheers!!
